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  • Birthday: Jul 3, 1978
  • Gender: Female
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  • Reply to blog post: Little Life Lessons! by jessfreethinkin
    Comment written 1 months ago

    THANK YOU VERY MUCH!Jess

  • Reply to blog post: The Wonders of Facebook. by xNightmarex
    Comment written 1 months ago

    I have 2 half sisters and one half brother all by my mother, now I have never met my sorry ass father so to be honest I could have more out there who knows!!! My husband doesnt understand why I dont look for my father honestly I am almost 30 years old and I have made it this far without him why look now!!! Maybe I am a little bitter about it who knows. I am happy for you and your brother I wish you both all the best... I will keep your brother in my prayers because I know how it feels to meet someone and have them taken from you!!Jess

  • Reply to blog post: Me and my not so distant past. by tvrvalentinesbaby
    Comment written 1 months ago

     I just want you to know your story was great not because you went through a rough time but because you worked your butt off and kept your family together.  My husband and I have been going through a crap load of finacial problems and my husband is to proud to admit defeat. All I can do is stay positive. He gets moody and angry and fussy!! I keep things positive in the house. We are so close to getting out of debit but it seems everytime we get close something pulls us back. I know we will be ok. I know it takes time.  Now that things are looking better for us I think I am glad we just fought and climbed our way up because it has made us closer on so many levels. So keep your head up and know you are not alone.....Jess

  • Reply to blog post: SORRY ASS MEN ; ) by jessfreethinkin
    Comment written 1 months ago

    ALL I CAN SAY IS WOW! I MEAN I LIKE THE FACT YOU ARE SO OPEN TO YOUR "FLAWS" AS A HUSBAND. YOU KNOW NOT MANY MEN CAN OPEN UP AND SAY THAT ABOUT THEMSELVES. SO I COMMEND YOU FOR THAT. I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING THOUGH. I DONT GET INTO THE VIOLENCE WITH SEX BUT SEX WAS A VERY VERY BIG PART OF MY LIFE. I THOUGHT I HAD POWER OVER MEN WITH MY BODY. I AM NOT SAYING I AM ALL FINE AND STUFF I AM JUST SAYING I USED SEX TO CONTROL MEN. YET ALL THE WHILE IT WAS CONTROLING ME. I THINK WHEN I MARRIED MY HUSBAND I KNEW THAT I WANTED A FAMILY MY GOAL WAS TO FALL IN LOVE AND HAVE A FAMILY AND KNOW THAT I COULD DO IT AND NOT END UP MARRIED 4 TIMES LIKE MY LITTLE SISTER OR 3 TIMES LIKE MY MOTHER. I ONLY WANTED TO DO IT ONCE. SO I TOOK IT VERY SERIOUSLY. MY FAMILY MEANS MORE TO ME THEN MY LIFE. SO MY PROBLEM WITH MY HUSBAND IS HIM KNOWING ALL OF MY PAST AND KNOWING ALL THE CHANGES I HAVE MADE FOR HIM TO BE WITH HIM AND BE 100% HIS, HOW COULD BE BETRAY ME. HE SAYS HE HAS NEVER EVER SLEPT WITH ANYONE ELSE BUT THE CONVERSATIONS HE HAS WITH THESE WOMEN, IT WOULD ONLY BE A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE HE TAKES IT THERE. WE HAVE WORKED THIS OUT TO A POINT BUT IT WONT FULL BE WORKED OUT UNTIL I HAVE SOME TRUST FOR HIM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL THAT I AM BUT HE HURT ME SO BADLY AND HE KNOWS IT AND HE HAS BEEN TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR THAT. BUT HE ALSO KNOWS CHEATING IN ANYWAY IS THE ULTIMATE SIN TO ME. I SUPPOSE IT IS A LEARNING EXPERIANCE AND MAYBE HE HAS ISSUES I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT BUT I KNOW HE IS A GOOD MAN HE JUST HAS TO FILL A VOID THAT I MUST NOT BE FILLING, AND UNTIL I KNOW WHAT IT IS I CANT FILL ANYTHING. THANK YOU FOR YOUR WORDS. I WILL SAY THIS I LOVE READING THE STUFF YOU WRITE. IT IS INTERESTING AND VERY DEEP AND THAT IS THE TYPE OF STUFF THAT INSPIERES ME TO KEEP WRITING MY HEART OUT ON THIS COMPUTER. DONT EVER STOP WRITING.  I WANT TO SAY THAT WITH YOUR FAMILY BEING SO IMPORTANT TO YOU EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT AS IT IS SUPPOSE TO. I SAY THAT BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MORE THEN MY SARE OF BAD SHIT AND TRUST ME I CONTINUE TO HAVE MY ISSUES BUT I KNOW EVERYTHING WORKS ITSELF OUT AND WE HAVE TO PUT OUR TRUST IN GOD OR THAT HIGHER POWER WHATEVER YOU MAY BELIEVE IN AND TRUST THEM TO LEAD YOU AND MAKE IT HAPPEN. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE AND AWAY OUT YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP DIGGING AND IF YOU DIG AND HIT BOTTOM START ANOTHER HOLE UNTIL YOU FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR. KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND STAY POSITIVE GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO POSITIVE PEOPLE WHERE AS YOU BECOME NEGATIVE YOU WILL GET NEGATIVE. JUST A FEW WORD TO KEEP YOU GOING THROUGH YOUR ROUGH TIMES.

    Jess

  • Reply to blog post: Love & its Dangers by jessfreethinkin
    Comment written 1 months ago

    Thanks a bunch!! I try very hard never to let a past relationship affect a new one. I think I have handled it well so far. But it is different when it is your own husband ya know. Its cool though I have learned alot in my life and men would be one of them. I dont know everything but I do know somethings. lol!!! Thanks!!!  Jess

     

  • Reply to blog post: Love & its Dangers by jessfreethinkin
    Comment written 1 months ago

    This was very well put and thank you for IT!!!  I use to be one of those women. Only I made sure I NEVER delt with a man in a relationship. Never. And if by chance I did it was because I was unaware. So I understand what some of these females are feeling, but You just dont mess with a man who is taken let alone married.Jess 

  • Reply to blog post: Immigration is keeping my family apart! by A-Family-Parted
    Comment written 2 months ago

    I am so sorry for your loss!! I pray for your son and you I dont know what I would do without my fam. They are my air. I will keep my ears open for anything that could help you!!!

    Jess

  • Reply to blog post: Two-Faced, Heartless Demon by A-Family-Parted
    Comment written 2 months ago

     I loved reading this, it was sooo deep and so real! I know you are hurting badly and I know that feeling all to well. I hope things get better for you!

    Jess

  • Reply to blog post: my health struggles so far.. by cbadura
    Comment written 2 months ago

     DAAAAAAAAAAAAAng girl I feel for you.. I am not sick or anything but being 22 and sick the whole time has got to suck. Hope things get better for you.

    ~Everytime you bow your head in pain, lift your heart and realize a better day is heading your way. Make everyday count as tomorrow is around the corner and it brings much joy and laughter ~ Jess

  • Reply to blog post: My baby is not a baby! by jessfreethinkin
    Comment written 2 months ago

    I know what you mean it feels good to know your kids arent doingas bad as you have had too!!! props to you. I always love to hear a mother changing her life for her kids.Cool

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